Saturday, July 14, 2012

I will no longer…


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I have a problem with being able to blog lately. I yearn for it. I do, I yearn to tell you about the adventures Wyatt and I go on, I yearn to tell you what's hidden in my heart and I yearn to grow this little space of mine but some how I just haven't been able too.

Work gets in the way, moving gets in the way, taking care of my family gets in the way and all the while I swoon over other blogs. I talk about, how I wish I could be like them and post everyday with fantastic pictures that are crisp, creative and edited to perfection and still be able to manage all the life stuff I got going on.

I say to the husband, how I wish I could have my space be just as delicate as theirs. I say, how if only I could get the creative juices that are hidden in me to just leap from my mind on to these internet pages with out all the worry about comments, linkys and all the other bullshit that comes along with blogging.

If only I was brave to stop all of that and just be me. Completely, fully with out the need to please, me.

So today. I am doing just that. I will no longer do linkys including texture thursday. (if someone else wants to take that over be my guest.) I will no longer worry about comments, I will no longer allow others to dictate what will be here. I will post when I can, I will post what I feel, I will do me completely, fully.

Thank you to all those who stick with me and goodbye to all those who choose to leave. You will be missed and I hope you can connect to someone else who shares your interests, just as I hope someone will do that with me.