Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Hello Schwinn.

I ditched work today. Stayed in my pajamas and I didn't even brush my teeth. I needed my son today. I needed to hear his random stories, his laugh and I begged for more hugs and smothered my self in his kisses. Oh, how I needed my son today.

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Wyatt’s getting old enough to understand that I go to work. I go to work a lot. Most days he’ll come up to me and ask “is it me and you day today?” and I hate when I say “no bud, I'm sorry.”  The look in his face is unbearable and it hurts my heart each time.

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I needed my son today. I needed to see him, feel him. I needed to be wrap up in his messes and caught in his imagination, his vast imagination plus the dance parties we have are just fabulous.

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I also told Cody today that I wanted another baby. That I am ready. I want that squishy face and the warm breath nestled on my neck. I want to stretch my heart out to let in more family.

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Cody’s not ready and that hurts my heart too. I feel like I am missing out. That it will never come and then it will be to late. I don't want it to be too late.

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I want to grow my family, I want to love more. I want to bring another little soul into this world so I can show them how wonderful it can be. I want to teach another one, I want to experience the “firsts” of another one. I want Wyatt to be the big brother he is.

I want… another one.

 


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8 comments:

  1. That is the coolest bike! love the 2 middle shots of him :) 

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  2. It took me and my husband awhile to get on the same page, but don't think it's ever too late! I found out how nice it is to have a slightly older sibling who knows what's going on and can help out :)

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  3. Sounds like a much needed day with some glorious pictures!

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  4. WHat a lovely day... PJ's and your little boy on the coolest bike.  I can't imagine how hard it is being in a different place on having more children with your hubby.  Hoping you get some more "me and you days" here with the holiday.

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  5. Wyatt's bike is the bomb--and seriously, high five to you for taking a mental health day.  I'm glad you were able to just soak in the simple joy of motherhood, at least for a little bit.  And good luck with everything else, too--my husband and I are having similar discussions these days and I know all too well of how stressful it can be.

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  6. Well if you learn any tricks send them my way. I hate not being on the same page. ;)

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  7. Me too! That is one reason I love the holidays.

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