About a month or so go and after much convincing I finally got Cody to say yes to the whole “lets have another kid” idea. I did the whole doctor check up, got my Marina out and well we are not pregnant yet and I am freaking out.
I remember last time that when we started it only took less than a few weeks and bam I was pregnant. Now, any weird feeling I get I think that its my body telling me I am pregnant. Do I feel sick in the morning yet? This boob feels weird not the other one does that make me pregnant? When is my period again? etc etc etc… and I know I am just freaking my self out because I want it so bad and I am worried that I wont have another one.
And if that was true were I couldn’t have another kid I don’t know what I would do. I try and talk with Cody about what happens if I cant get pregnant. He just tells me to stop being so paranoid and that to give my body time to get pregnant.
But I feel like it’s a huge possibility. I don’t know why but I am so scared that not matter what I do I wont get pregnant. I don’t want Wyatt to be the only child and I feel like I am a damn good mom and that I should have as many kids as I want and that it should happen when I want it too.
Okay, so I might be paranoid but isn't that normal?
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I was TERRIFIED that I wouldn't get pregnant as quickly as I had hoped. I feel you. I am typing with a sleeping nine month old in my lap.
ReplyDeleteGotta give your body some time to adjust without the birth control, Mama. It will happen. :)
ReplyDeleteI was gonna say -exactly- what Holly said! Keep your head up! And I sincerely wish you luck, cause you seem like a great momma to me. (:
ReplyDeleteTrack your periods. Watch for your ovulation days. Do the 'bam diggity' and then throw those legs up in the air! Take your time. Sometimes it takes a while. Patience my friend. I wish you all the fun during your baby making. Make sure your baby daddy is full to the gills when you do the 'bam diggity' during your ovulation peak. The more swimmers you have the better odds of making a little bambino. Seriously though, take your time. Enjoy the process. It'll only be the three of you for a second once you get knocked up. Have fun!
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